About Michelle

First I am deaf since birth and just got my cochlear implants in 2012 so it will be at least a year before the noise stops hurting and confusing me. Then I must learn to focus and speak and hear which will still be all new to me. I do speak about 900 words, read lips in three languages and sign.

Update December 2013: I now speak over 1500 words and can identify them with the sound they make. I have learned to play the guitar and am enjoying the sounds I’ve discovered.

Update December 2014: I now identify over 2500 words and can say by phonetic sound nearly any word I see. I have newer implants I got Mid-year. They are hybrids and I hear way better. By hybrid I mean they don’t fully replace my ear like the last ones. They replace only the nerve that I’m missing and use the pieces of my ear I have naturally. It’s like night and day the difference.

I am one of seven children the youngest of the seven. I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters though I am closest to my brother Martin, Sister Angie as only 22 months seperate us three.

I like to play on-line games like KOTL, TGMUD and World Of WarCraft, SWTOR. I love swimming, surfing, volleyball and pretty much anything outdoors. I am very active and work and play hard.

I have a boyfriend and a girlfriend and yes I am Bi your point would be? I love them both and they love me. My boyfriend is very busy man whom I don’t always get to see as much as I’d like to. My girlfriend lives with me and we both have our jobs and lives as well.

I like to flirt and chat and have fun. I like visiting new places and meeting new people. I like salads and a good steak as well. I hold nothing back and am sometimes say or do something shocking. I like to live life not spectate while it passes me by.

Please remember though:

1) I don’t owe you anything

2) Yes I have a boyfriend

3) Yes I have a girl friend

4) I will not send you nudes, webcam or Skype with you because you ask refer to #1

5) I may flirt or even chat about sexy thing and maybe even sex but refer to #1

6) I am open and accept all friends so I don’t know everyone the way I know some so you might be a friend on-line and not in person

7) I will not come visit you because you have known me for 5 minutes on-line. I have many real life friends to visit and places I want to see.

8) I will not sleep with you refer to #1-3

9) 34D-24-35 are the measurement, 118 pounds, 5′ 8″ tall, and am 29 years old.

10) I am busy and active and not on-line (Even though facebook through my phone says I am on-line) to talk all the time and often am talking remotely so I maybe slow to reply. Understand I may not reply quickly so no attempted guilt trips they don’t work.

11) I do not know you and will not CAM with you. If i do know you I MIGHT cam with you but it’s my choice not yours!

12) I have a son age 14 (don’t ask) and though he was conceived by ill intent upon me he is my blessing and my life. Those who force made him are currently in jail.

13) I am not perfect and I’ve had my trials though I am alive today much I owe that to my close friends and family and I struggle still today. I’ve struggled with cutting and many things from my past. My girlfriend Sarah thinks I should share my experience no matter how painful and maybe it will help someone, perhaps even me.

14) If i offend you with my dress, pictures, faith, statements, or in anyway I don’t really care. You will not change me. It is not my intent to insult anyone or cause hard feelings but I will not back down from who I am.

I’ve begun writting at: aghostdancer.wordpress.com for those interested.

Facebook at: https://www.facebook.com/michelle.styles.313 for those interested.

Email: michelle@aghostdancer.com

Twitter: https://twitter.com/MichelleStyle18

Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/User:Kuwataka

Urban Dictionary: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Michelle+Styles

Tumblr: http://takastyles.tumblr.com/

(No clue who put me in the dictionary Sarah?)

That’s enough for now thanks for reading.

My photos and likenesses are mine and I do not give license to anyone to duplicate or display my images without my written consent. You may not use my images for any purpose unless I have explicitely agreed to the exact and limited usage.

49 thoughts on “About Michelle”

  1. what a story of strength and will. good for you.

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  2. Most intriguing!

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  3. Thanks for following my blog. And I will follow you back. You have an interesting site.

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  4. thankks for stoping by and for all the ‘likes’. It is always appreciated!

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  5. I need to learn how to spell! or not to write before I’ve had coffee.

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  6. Glad to meet you, Michelle, and thanks for the follow 😀 You speak ASL, Lakota, and English, what a gift and skill! I looke forward to reading more from you.

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  7. I’ve written a poem for you as promised! I hope you will like it
    http://theneanicnomad.com/2015/03/19/poem-for-you-aghostdancer/

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  8. youretheworst said:

    I did this, hope you don’t hate it. Also, heads-up if you notice strange people popping in (not too strange, just unknown…)
    https://youaintspecial.wordpress.com/2015/03/25/lobster/

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  9. I think our brains might match!! So sweet,,, 😘😘

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  10. ^Ransom passerby from another blog…

    Congrats on cochlear. That’s cool, and I’m glad it’s working out for you.

    If it’s not too personal: Have you gotten any pushback from the deaf community because of it?

    P.S. I didn’t realize the difference between the two comment boxes, and I think I accidentally sent you this message privately first.

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  11. I think the fact that you allowed your son to be born is so cool. God created that life and you honored that

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    • I never saw it as allowed I just couldn’t murder him. It’s the only thing I’ve ever really done right in my life.

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      • I doubt that is the only thing…but it was a big thing

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        • No because following my rape I discovered I could hurt men and trust me I hurt many of them. I ruined some marriages, I strayed from my heavenly father, I was bad. Very bad. I am hopeful the one good thing I did is enough to grant me mercy for my other terrible sins.

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          • Gotcha and I understand where you are coming from, as it is hard to understand how, when we have live awful lives, God could ever forgive us.

            Michelle, you said something that really bothers me, and I want to share some things with you in relation to that. You said the following:

            “I am hopeful the one good thing I did is enough to grant me mercy for my other terrible sins.”

            Michelle, we can never do enough good to earn God’s grace, nor can we ever do enough bad to be denied God’s grace. God doesn’t have some cosmic scale He will weigh us with when we die.

            The reason for that is in the statement, “for all have sinned and come short of the glory of God”, and “there is none righteous, no not one.” We are all sinners by birth and choice. Your sins are not worse in God’s eyes than any other person who has ever lived.

            To really understand the problem, we need to look at what sin is. It’s not necessarily being “bad” as we would define it. Sin is simply missing the mark of God’s standard of perfection. In other words, let’s say the only thing I ever did wrong was get angry at some guy in traffic. In God’s perfect eyes, that is as serious as you ruining some marriage. And the end result is the same, for” the wages of sin is death.” Physical and spiritual death, and being separated from God forever.

            A penalty had to be paid, by man, since man sinned. Humanity I should say perhaps. But the payment due was infinite due to the infinity of humanities sin.

            Hence, Jesus. All man and all God. Man had to pay, and God could. The payment has been made, and it has been made permanently. All we have to do is accept it. By repentance toward God and faith in Jesus Christ.

            If we have truly done that, then we have hope, but not an uncertain hope. We can know right here, right now. what will happen to us when we are no longer here on this earth.

            So, if you have done that, or do that, then you no longer have to hope your good things outweigh your bad things, as it simply will not matter any more.

            Hope that wasn’t more words than you wanted!

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  12. A pleasure to meet you 🙂

    I love how you’ve emphasized throughout this introduction that you do not want creeps bothering you 😛 A girl can never lay down the law too many times…

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  13. Itsmine said:

    Hey I have nominated you for Inspiring Blogger award,check that 1
    https://negativethinkerr.wordpress.com/2015/05/31/very-inspiring-blogger-award/

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  14. Nice to meet you. Happy blogging and I’ll check out your future posts. Liked the ones you have so far!

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  15. I love this about page! Looking forward to your posts! 🙂

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  16. I believe this about page was written by a beautiful person… Thanks for sharing with us…
    Hope your evening is most beautiful…
    Michael

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  17. Welcome to the virtual world
    Greetings to you from Luke with Polish

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  18. Hi Michelle,
    I’ve nominated you for the Premio Dardos Award! Here’s the link: https://danicapiche.wordpress.com/2015/06/17/premio-dardos-award-thank-you/
    Congratulations! 🙂

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  19. Great reflections.Thank you for visiting my blog .Wishing you all the best.

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  20. My God u luk so sexy i forgot i had read ut about page,u luk so okey n deafness doesnt define u

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  21. Hi Michelle,
    Congratulations! I’ve nominated you for the Dragon’s Loyalty Award!
    Here is the link: https://danicapiche.wordpress.com/2015/07/25/dragons-loyalty-award-thank-you/
    I hope you will enjoy it :).

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  22. Guess what…
    I’ve nominated you for the ‘In Thy Future Challenge’!
    To find out more click here: https://danicapiche.wordpress.com/2015/08/24/challenge-in-thy-future/

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  23. One of the most honest profile I have ever witnessed. Take respectful bow to your courage. Keep writing…….

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  24. Hi Michelle, I’ve nominated you for the (new) Respect Award! Congratulations! 🙂 You can pick it up at: https://danicapiche.wordpress.com/2015/11/02/the-respect-award-thank-you/

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