Have you ever kissed a girl?
Do you think you are happy with your life?
Yes and No. Many things in my life I am very pleased with and other areas not so much.
Do you believe there are aliens out there?
Sure even if you believe in a creator who is to say he did not try elsewhere before or after or before and after trying here on the earth.
Do you believe in the concept of life after death?
Do you still think about your first love?
Yes every day when I see her face smiling back at me. She is my first and still true love.
Were you ever drunk at college?
Yes I think everyone at college has been drunk before. I was a stripper and around booze all the time there and on campus. I had occasion to be drunk in those days. So yes I have been.
At what age did you start drinking?
First time I got rip roaring drunk I was 18 but drinking is a rarity for me anyway so it’s not like I did it often or even regularly.
Have you ever tried to steal?
I tried to steal a few hearts in my time does that count? If not then no I haven’t stolen I was taught very young you earn what you get. I never really wanted for things as a child, young adult or adult so no.
What was the wildest dare ever given to you?
It wouldn’t be suited to a PG-13 blog. The wildest non-sexual and appropriate dare was to skydive. Didn’t like the feeling of falling it brought back to many memories of the sudden impact with the ground from my suicide. I wouldn’t do it again. Not from fear but practicality to be honest it isn’t worth the bad feelings afterward.
What animal is your favorite?
I love the big cats. And dolphins yeah dolphins too.
Do you still ever watch cartoons?
I don’t watch much TV to be honest. But when I am watching and they are on I don’t turn them off. I much prefer Big Bang Theory, Black Sails, Spartacus and Criminal minds. But mind numbing cartoons can serve purpose.
Do you pray?
As often as time permits yes.
Do you ever read the bible?
I have read it a time or ten. I have also read the Quran and Torah.
What was High School like for you?
It wasn’t great for me. I had some issues because I was a teen mom. More because I was in love with a girl. I was called the slut and whore and well I played the part after a time. I thought the names would stop if I ignored them but they never did. I’m glad I am no longer in high school and I never attend my reunions. The only friends I had in high school I still talk to them today. They are few but they are good and lasting friends.
High school is also when I tried to end my own life. It’s a particularly dark time of my life.
Would you ever consider putting your parents in an old age home?
If I could care for them myself no I wouldn’t. I think loving care from a child is always better than even good care from a stranger.
~Michelle Styles – June 9, 2014